TRACEY'S TERROR WITHIN
here i am
3.04 in the morning
this horrible stabbing pain in my face,
i've been awake 2 hrs now
and i'm
so
tired ,
i know i need to go to the emergency room again
like last time i had this,
but i don't have the heart to wake my hubby up,
what can i do? ,
well i'm going to the microwave to heat this heating pad up
maybe the heat will help with this terrific horrible nasty pain.
"go away will you??????"
i cant stand this
i want to sleep,
but every time i lay down, it seems i just get to the deep stage sleep,
and then whooooooosh,
here it comes
that mean
nasty
digging
irritating
gnawing
pain,
I just don't know what to do with myself,
i cant read
my concentration is not good when i have this pain,
I don't like the tv too much .
i took hydrocodone that doesn't seem to be doing
anything
i also took my carbamazepine,
that's supposed to help.
nothings working
what can i do with myself ,
does anyone know if acupuncture works on this????
well i figured it will help
if i write how i feel on here ,
i'm seriously thinking of having surgery ,
isn't there a surgery where they take a something out of your head
a nerve or something then you don't have this pain anymore,
i'm so tired of this --
why me ?
it wears me out so!!
i cannot deal with it ,
what causes this
can anyone help,?
if there's any one out there i can talk to when i have this pain,
i need someone to help me
or
at least just listen
thankyou
tracey :((((
email: dandt@net1plus.com
Date: 8/14/00
